the last few days before syawal is overrr.

2009 raya season is almost fading away
and the sweetest part of it all
is spending
every moment with you.

thank you baby for the car rides,
driving us around eventhough you are dead tired
for trying not to complain at all
and just being youuuuuuu.
you make me fall in love with you all over and over and over again.

*hugs.
To those countless times that i have been nagging at you.
complaining lil bit too much to you
punching and pinching and abusing you. haha.
losing your mind because of my tey-ney-ney-ness
and
always always always
being ever patient, kind and lovinggggg for us.


Selamat Hari Raya
dan
Beribu-ribu-ribu-ribu-ribuuuu ampun segala dosa-dosaaaaa sayang.
haha.
*hugs

Berseri murni
Di pagi Aidilfitri
Bersalam-salaman
Mengheningkan dosa amalan mulia

Bermaafan keinsafan
Di pagi Aidilfitri
Moga panjang umur bersama
Menikmati keindahan pagi Aidilfitri

Damainya di jiwa
Suasana hari raya
Teman sanak saudara senyuman nan mesra
Harmoni bahagia

Illahi berkati
Di pagi Aidilfitri
Ku bersyukur dan ku berdoa
Terus mengecap nikmat di pagi Aidilfitri

Tergambar riang ria
Di pagi hari raya
Suara kanak-kanak tertawa
Oh gembira wajah ayah bonda

Bermaafan keinsafan
Di pagi Aidilfitri
Moga panjang umur bersama
Menikmati keindahan pagi Aidilfitri

Berseri murni
Di pagi Aidilfitri
Bersalam-salaman mengheningkan dosa
Amalan mulia

Illahi berkati
Di pagi Aidilfitri
Ku bersyukur dan ku berdoa
Terus mengecap nikmat di pagi Aidilfitri
Mengecap nikmat di pagi aidilfitri

Selamat Hari Raya Aidilfitri!

Maaf Zahir dan Batin

evolved.

hey love, it's not even a learned art. there is no way to do that. our lives are not like novels where, there has to be an ending. so the authors purposely tried to help the readers make sense of all the character's idiosyncrasies, the reasons behind some of the things they said. everything just left in the open, just for us to understand or to rationalize things. especially feelings, sayang. all i know is that, every single day now. i try to do things that would make me uncomfortable. out of my comfort zone, something you have been awesome at. like, be abit more vulnerable and honest again. because, even if i don't understand the person on the other end. i understand me better.


it's so freaking true isn't it? sometimes you just don't understand what the other party(parents,sister,brother,friends,clients and colleagues) wants even when you give your 1002338949234028340% shot in everything and anything in this universe that you can possible think of. and THEN you start to analyse, analyse and ANALyse until you get paralysed. because honestly, if it has anything to do with me, the self-awareness bell would have rung and do something about it. and tt would have already been done in the 598250928395% of the actions taken. if not, be upfront about it. many many a times i find myself, " i don't understandddd, i gave her everything she wants, i cleaned the kitchen, she makes noise, i buy her favourite things, he makes noise etc..." what does she really expect the world out of me? haha. well, pain(zak) has got to be the greatest teacher of them all.hell yeah he can be a pain in the ass sometimes(but seriously,i think i am more irr-noying than him). haha. but with this pain i realised i gained perspective about life and most importantly understand my flaws even better, with su octopus concluding a bombastic conclusion. i have this euphoric energy in me that is bursting to continue my mission. a mission to complete. and that's a promise to myself.*hugs


therefore
understand oneself better.
not him, not her, not you.
but, myself better; ourselves better.
because there is always room for personal growth and development.
i am beyonnddd excited.

woooooooooooooooohoooooooooooooooooooo!!!!

energy level: 100000000000000000000000000000%!!!!!

No Complaints. No Whines. No Dissatisfaction.

CCC:) su happy feet!

<3

when yani wished to be healthy for her 27th birthday i couldnt agree more with her for the simple yet poignant wish. if ever there is a valedictorian in UOL (University of Life), this woman no doubt will be the one. i love the feeling when you are inspired by someone who understands the complexity of life. and to understand a situation of a certain aspect in life is not an easy task. so when su octopus called up this afternoon with her cheerful voice and say, " Sofii!!! i just wanted to say hellooo and its just that these few days has been great and i understand what has been happening ,in terms of my projects, fyp, etcc..." somehow,i could relate to her. she sounded as though she has reached nirvana and whatever storm or tsunami that's going to hit you, you are going to pull through. pull through the strong current winds of life. *hugs. i don't know what the future holds, i don't know how it will be. i don't know where will it be. and through these hardknocks of life is where we learn from each other to be wiser, stronger and smarter in our moves. InsyaAllah.

Sometimes in our lives we all have pain
We all have sorrow
But if we are wise
We know that there's always tomorrow

Lean on me, when you're not strong
And I'll be your friend
I'll help you carry on
For it won't be long
'Til I'm gonna need
Somebody to lean on

Please swallow your pride
If I have things you need to borrow
For no one can fill those of your needs
That you don't let show

for every person you meet, make sure you make them happier and better than before!:)

Sempurna.

Concession fares - NUS, NTU, SMU and SIM, we're all students but...

Why discriminate on concession fares, asks student. -ST

Sun, Aug 16, 2009
The Straits Times

I AM probably not the first reader to write about this, and I do not think I will be the last either.

I understand that students in the National University of Singapore (NUS), Nanyang Technological University (NTU) and Singapore Management University (SMU) are issued with an ez-link concession card on entry to the school. However, that is not the case for the Singapore Institute of Management (SIM).

Why am I different because I study in SIM? I am still a student.

I also understand that most, if not all, foreign students studying in the three universities are issued with an ez-link concession cards. As a citizen and a full-time student, am I not entitled to the same privileges as other tertiary students?

I understand SIM is a private institution with many working adults who enrol in part-time courses. But there are also many full-time students. As full-time students, many of us do not have the time to take a part-time job that will pay significantly more than the allowances parents may give their children who study in the three universities.

No doubt there is the new ez-link season pass, or the SBS season pass, but they cost more than a student can afford. Furthermore, students in some private institutions such as Nanyang Academy of Fine Arts and LaSalle College of the Arts can apply for ez-link concession cards. So what about full-time students of SIM?






Finally finallyyy finallyyyy my prayers are PARTLY answered. i share the same sentiments as Charles You and i wonder and ponder what will goverment do about it. And trust me, this isn't the only thing that i'm unhappy about. No doubt i've graduated and met awesome awesome friends there, but there are also other rights denied as a SIM student. i can go on and on about this. But i still feel strongly about certain things. Maybe i am too afraid to voice out or maybe i am just going with the flow, and Charles You, i salute you for voicing it out cos its time for a damn change. "bumiputras or not, we are still Lee Kuan Yew's great great great grandchildren."

making every minute count

you know, i used to hate HATE eating apples. i hated the fact that it tasteless and only watermelon/longan rules the world of fruit. just about a few weeks ago i started cultivating the habit of eating apples everyday. it is not because i want to lose weight but because of the very fact that i realised how "strong" my immune system is and my temptation is. seriousllyyy how can you resist the shaker friesss, especially when you are there most of the timeeee. but the bigger picture is, an apple a day keeps the doctor away and i seriously don't ever have a need to see the doctorrrr again. please please take care of your health, your mind and your body peopleee as it is too fragile to be ignorant of :s

the real good things in life are things which doesnt taste half as good. but the benefits and rewards are a abundance. therefore, let's look at the bigger picture and sometimes, you just gotta lurrveeeeee you irritation. *hugs.

everysingleminutecount baby!
no more 5 minutes! no more 10 minutes!no more 15 minutes!
majorrr overhaul needed